my cousin and dear friend passed away recently and i am reminded of a poem i wrote when the love of my life passed on some seventeen years ago and i wanted to share it with you
i know that i shall never see
the light of day upon your face again
or hear the joyous sound
of your very laughter
i know that i will never get to touch
the softness of your hair against my skin
or feel the grip of your strong hand upon mine
i feel like a desperate woman
my need to see you consuming my whole being
and yet i know that time will heal the pain
we have spent so many years
and all that time i have been your woman
i know there is a tie that binds us
throughout eternity
i knew it the instant that we met
and that has never changed
many times i thought
that i could separate myself from you
and the bond grew stronger
our time apart never makes what we have less
but in that realm of thinking
where true freedom lies
our relationship expands and soars
leaving this mundane existance
entering into boundless perfection
and
there we shall meet again
. . .
the best is always yet to come

This poem really touched me deeply. Your insights on life and death, joy and loss bring a strong ray of hope to the ups and downs of the heart. Thank you for sharing with us so personally.